i hate goodie-goodie (or watever they are called) people who tell me that things will be fine.. if i really thought things were going to be OK, i wouldn't have whined and bitched and complained. i would have smiled happily and moved on with things. and yes, in the greater scheme of things, it will be fine. it will be OK. and what the heck does THAT term mean anyway - it will be "O-K"? who are YOU trying to tell ME that things will be OK based on MY POINT OF VIEW!

argh!!

i may be over dramatizing things, and i may not be one of those "grateful", "unwhiney" people who accept things the way they are - that's because I LIKE to have control over my life, i LIKE to know for certain that things are going to be MY way, I DONT CARE THAT IT ISNT HOW LIFE WORKS, and YES.. i KNOW it will come and haunt me and hurt me because i dont listen to you ...

but for now .. fuck it! i am going to WHINE and BITCH and COMPLAIN my way through ... and when i am done, i will look for the "grateful", "optimistic", "live life, love life" perspective, ok? till then - can it.