oh my gawd.
i think its time to start puking out everything that i eat because i sure could use to lose.. like, 50lbs! just took a look at some recent pix (well from july and since then havent really taken any more pictures for fear of the breaking the camera) and they look awfully nastified. like, really really bad .. eugh. alrite, the plan is to lose and shed as much by next june, when the family comes over for second time graduation party. it MUST be done, because if it isnt, who knows how much bigger i will bloat to. and, i need to start taking pictures again so i can look at the resulting self-made portrait. picture-taking has its good and bad. the good is that you can use it to decisively realize that you need to do something about the fuckton of weight that youve gained.

still, wish my face wasnt filled with fat. the chipmunky look is only cute up till a certain point. from then on, its all down hill.

in any case, will find out from allstate their yay or nay. will keep you updated.