a rather large mammoth-sized twat, who seems to believe that i am insanely idiotic, has gotten engaged. and to him, i say "good luck raising a FEW other large mammoth-like dickheads just like yourself" admittedly, i am quite intrigued by this change of events. given the track record of the mammoth and his gf, it was deemed quite unhealthy for them to be together forever (at least according to some peeps) but whatever. if he lived a nasty and unhappy life, it would serve him right for believing what he thought of me. nobody of that size should have an opinion of me. not especially if that person's own personality and so called 'characteristic' is heavily in question.

its been quite a few dreary days. enough to make anybody depressed, which, much to my annoyance, i was one of those that was affected. it was a rather pleasant day up until a certain situation happened, and i was completely put off afterwards. depressed is probably slightly exaggerated, but its a good word to describe the anxiety-feeling and the wanting to hide from every possible living thing. today, will try to live life in a more optimistic manner. must not succumb to the excess depression that is already surrounding me by the multitude of people that i deal with every day, and must not forget that the world is only as bright as you make it be.

but heck, who am i kidding.... nothing ever goes according to plan