wow .. i actually haven't updated this shiat in a lot more than couple of days, like everything else, the appeal has seemed to diminish, THAT and for the lack of dramatic stories to tell of, obviously. i don't particularly care for telling the world how i spent my last weekend holed up at school with my team mates, drawing diagrams and scrutinixing and analyzing this unbelievably crappy system .. but heck, i'm sure i coulda dramatized that if i wanted to - but i decided to spare y'all from it.

anyway, it seems like the bf won't know about this whole "job" thing until late summer and our landlord already wants to know if we want to secure this apartment or not, and will leave the rates at this current rent rate. i hope the landlord is swayable and flexible, maybe hopefully he can charm the landlord to giving us a special time to decide. or something. i dont really understand why we needed to decide now anyways, the lease doesn't end until end of august. that's months away!

i need new shoes for work. come summer time when it gets super hot and i get to go to work and then walk 2 miles to school, i will need to wear something that isn't boots. because it will be hot and sweaty and gross .. i didn't expect this internship to last this freaking long. it's almost like it's my normal job now, likened to those lab consultant jobs i had from yonder years. i'm going to be given "facetime" apparently, this summer with the top notch players, so they can fix me up with a job, i suppose. who knows. i hope someone can get me a nice job somewhere. it would be nice to make some money of my own and watch it grow. *dreams*

that's not for another year. will dream more later.