it seems that my conformity is offending some people, so i'm sorry, it wasn't my intention to typify myself to jumping off a bridge when everybody else does it. i'm not saying i would. i'm just trying to extrapolate the time into a much farther than that single moment on the second every body jumps off the bridge, think aeons after that. i'm sure it would be fun wandering off in this world alone but seriously, alone forever and ever and ever? who wants that?
in some ways, yes i am a conformist, but in many ways, i am a rebel. how many people do you know have been apart from their parents for close to a decade? and haven't seen them for almost 3-4 years? how many people do you know packed up their bags and left the known world to venture forth in the scariest and biggest landmass of them all? how many people do YOU know embrace change and adapt to it so flawlessly that it's almost impossible to tell the origin of that person? i don't see that as being a conformist. it's not really being rebellious but it's a pretty gutsy thing to do, don't you think? so no more calling me meek and weak and typifying me into this subclass of humanoid. you aren't god. and you aren't god's gift to man or womankind.
not to burn anybody, i am just stating the obvious.
on another note, i have figured out that stress isn't something that i need to have in my life. and i think i'm getting better at envisioning a single, less tied down life. if before it was a very scary thought, something happened to me on the train yesterday to school, that puts a jolt of life into my very soul and i start to remember again how fun being single could be. yes, you don't have your daily supply of nookie (as sam would put it), but it's the idea of being free and not tied down to any one person's whims, and not having to conform or adapt or somehow put up a wall in defense of another person. and if treated the right way, it could bring me the joy and happiness that would light up my life and bring me close to being ecstatic again. that part of being single is very attractive right now.
sam posted some very nice properties around KLCC area, he has already planned on the furnitures he wants to bring in to MY condo! :p hehe, silly old sam. it's nice to plan, yeah? realize, however, don't rely on plans. or promised words. because you either can misinterpret the meanings, or the person promising can slyly twist their words to mean something slightly different at a later time. and never ever assume. assumptions, i have learnt, are the worst thing you can do when it involves important matters in life. better get it straightened out from the beginning.
i should rest. i told my boss that i am sick and to tell you the truth, what started out as a tiny white lie is starting to become an amazing truth. cheerio and taa.
in some ways, yes i am a conformist, but in many ways, i am a rebel. how many people do you know have been apart from their parents for close to a decade? and haven't seen them for almost 3-4 years? how many people do you know packed up their bags and left the known world to venture forth in the scariest and biggest landmass of them all? how many people do YOU know embrace change and adapt to it so flawlessly that it's almost impossible to tell the origin of that person? i don't see that as being a conformist. it's not really being rebellious but it's a pretty gutsy thing to do, don't you think? so no more calling me meek and weak and typifying me into this subclass of humanoid. you aren't god. and you aren't god's gift to man or womankind.
not to burn anybody, i am just stating the obvious.
on another note, i have figured out that stress isn't something that i need to have in my life. and i think i'm getting better at envisioning a single, less tied down life. if before it was a very scary thought, something happened to me on the train yesterday to school, that puts a jolt of life into my very soul and i start to remember again how fun being single could be. yes, you don't have your daily supply of nookie (as sam would put it), but it's the idea of being free and not tied down to any one person's whims, and not having to conform or adapt or somehow put up a wall in defense of another person. and if treated the right way, it could bring me the joy and happiness that would light up my life and bring me close to being ecstatic again. that part of being single is very attractive right now.
sam posted some very nice properties around KLCC area, he has already planned on the furnitures he wants to bring in to MY condo! :p hehe, silly old sam. it's nice to plan, yeah? realize, however, don't rely on plans. or promised words. because you either can misinterpret the meanings, or the person promising can slyly twist their words to mean something slightly different at a later time. and never ever assume. assumptions, i have learnt, are the worst thing you can do when it involves important matters in life. better get it straightened out from the beginning.
i should rest. i told my boss that i am sick and to tell you the truth, what started out as a tiny white lie is starting to become an amazing truth. cheerio and taa.
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