hmm ..
i just saw fox's new reality show called "the swan" - interesting beauty pageant. the premise of the show is to pick 2 overweight, average/ugly looking women and transform them into skinnier and prettier looking beings. while the idea is kinda, well, grotesque, because the ladies are undergoing all these plastic surgeries and liposuctions and therapies all in one go, in three months nonetheless, i find myself wishing i was one of the contestants. i would LOVE to undergo free lipo and personal training to get up in my shapeliness. i have been wanting to lose weight since, like, oh i dunno, - 14, and now that im 24, i still haven't quite lived up to that goal weight - 115lbs. it's quite hard to get down to that once you've surpassed a certain weight, and by that time you are just glad you aren't putting any more on.
i think i need to take another vow - to get down to at least 120lbs.
*phew*
that is going to be ... a lot of challenge since i get tempted with food all the time! i mean, ok, fine - to get down to that weight isn't too bad coz i'm not too far from it, but still ... it's just so much harder when you aren't depressed, like REALLY depressed.... i lost a lot of lbs when i got dumped from my 4 year boyfriend, and was close to 110lbs. i was crying an entire summer though, on top of not eating and working out relentlessly every day to rid myself of bad memories, and i don't think i want to go through another traumatic experience like that.
oh well - stop sayin' start doin' right =)
i just saw fox's new reality show called "the swan" - interesting beauty pageant. the premise of the show is to pick 2 overweight, average/ugly looking women and transform them into skinnier and prettier looking beings. while the idea is kinda, well, grotesque, because the ladies are undergoing all these plastic surgeries and liposuctions and therapies all in one go, in three months nonetheless, i find myself wishing i was one of the contestants. i would LOVE to undergo free lipo and personal training to get up in my shapeliness. i have been wanting to lose weight since, like, oh i dunno, - 14, and now that im 24, i still haven't quite lived up to that goal weight - 115lbs. it's quite hard to get down to that once you've surpassed a certain weight, and by that time you are just glad you aren't putting any more on.
i think i need to take another vow - to get down to at least 120lbs.
*phew*
that is going to be ... a lot of challenge since i get tempted with food all the time! i mean, ok, fine - to get down to that weight isn't too bad coz i'm not too far from it, but still ... it's just so much harder when you aren't depressed, like REALLY depressed.... i lost a lot of lbs when i got dumped from my 4 year boyfriend, and was close to 110lbs. i was crying an entire summer though, on top of not eating and working out relentlessly every day to rid myself of bad memories, and i don't think i want to go through another traumatic experience like that.
oh well - stop sayin' start doin' right =)
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