the life of a harlot-wannabe

harlot-extraordinaire, in the makings of ..

  • Name: Surrealist Idealist
  • Age: Young
  • Occupation: Masterminder of the Harlot-Wannabeism
  • Fave Hangout: My Bed
  • onLife: Trust No One
  • onRelationship: What Relationship?
  • In 5 Years: Harlot Extraordinaire
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Location: Evanston, Illinois, United States

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Tuesday, April 06, 2004

you know, i say i am inundated with all these project works and yet i still blog faithfully. what did i tell ya about blogging and praying, this is my way to repent and absolve my sins. i hope god is listening to me via the Internet. hehe. i swear ... if praying was more fun i would do it more often...

anyway, i spoke to a friend of mine who is basically working for two or three companies downtown here, and he is THE IT department for those companies (they're law firms and securities, and know NOTHING about computers) and he makes $75/hr for hooking up networks! i mean seriously - there is SO much money in networking and securities, and i almost wish i had the desire to do more work like that. but alas, i don't like to pretend like i know networking stuff, coz i don't, and i don't like to work on my own, all alone, and what's more to be THE IT department of an entire organization. it's kinda scary, and extremely geeky. i don't know why my boss is trying so hard to save me from the geek-society, coz i am so not one! fine, i'm not your typical dumb-blonde, party-hardy, nor do i LOOK like ms. suave paris "who-has-it-all-worked-out-for-her-now-let's-flaunt-some-legs" hilton (and trust me, our relationship is one of the love-hate kind) - but i sure am NOT one of those "closed-up-stare-at-neon-lights-radiating-from-green-computer-monitors" kind either.

to tell you the truth - i'm not sure if i BELONG to any organization, race, clique, types, etcera etcera.

what i should do is start up a fasha-fan club, cept i think i may be the only member =/ sooo saddd ...
hehe, oh no wait - i think i'll drag my best friend, sam into it, he can be the vice president and we can smoke hashis all night long - aight sammie? =)

i took a vow - i have decided to give up on pessimism and live up more to optimism. i don't care if i am stuck in my lala land and my head will either be up in cloud-99 or down in the sand with those animals that stick their heads in the sand (ostrich is it?) ... i think we all need to escape this world of cruel realities, and enjoy a better, albeit imagined, world up in your head. and i bet you if everybody in this world did that, this world would be a better and happier place.

but since i can't make everybody do it - i am going to do it myself and rally my friends, families, and loved ones to join me - so if the world can't enjoy the happy-zone that i plan to create for myself, i can at least establish a nice, comfort arena, whereby the people i interact with on a daily basis will join me in this vibrant, positive energy!

COME ON GUYS - SIGN MY PETITION IN MY COMMENT BOOK =) !!!

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