looking and feeling good today. got a few complimentary whistles as i walked down state street downtown chicago, which makes me feel very beautiful =) days like these are always good to remember and always good to encourage me to go further with my quest of losing everything i have on my body such that i too will fall through the cracks on the floor, just like fiona apple .. maybe then i can attract more hungry males' attentions, to boost my somewhat deflated ego.

in any case, i cant remember if i got jipped out of my paycheck or not. i coulda sworn i put in more than 67 hours but that was the only amount that showed up, hence the paycheck was a few hundred dollars short. maybe i was thinking about this coming paycheck, and maybe i really should stop thinking about money so much and let it come to me. being materialistic and money-driven has a downfall - you get too caught up with little things like these.

seeing that i am off today and i have gone on to do my errands, i am going to be a good girlfriend and clean up the apartment until it is somewhat spotless clean. my quest on bettering this apartment would probably not take off as well as i would like to, because i lack certain amenities and tools to do so, but hey, i suppose i can make do with what i have and do the basics of cleaning. i have my mom to thank for, for this cleaning skill that i possess, because she makes me clean her house when i was growing up. every day and every weekend, she would be screaming at me constantly, something about picking up a broom and sweeping off the dust from the floorings. oh, those good old days of servitude to your parents ...

alrite well, i am gonna take a break from yappering, at this rate you will probably see more of me today... or not, we shall see.