i was bad .. bad bad bad bad BAD!! i was really upset about having to pay my stupid dentist $600 first coz my stupid insurance company hasn't sent a check yet to them and it has been four freaking months now ... so i had to suffer the wrath of having to fork $600 of my own, so i went on a shopping rampage!!! B-A-D! fasha, B-A-D!!

i couldnt help it, i was waiting for a friend to come with me to my celebration of excellence ceremony award (yes, i got a certificate for be absolutely great, thank you very much) and while waiting, i was walking from shop to shop, and lo and behold, of course i tried stuff on and of course i liked some of the things i tried on ... maaaannn ... there goes the whole resolution to not freaking spend for the next year or two... i am TERRIBLE!!

thats alrite, my next paycheck on june 10th will be $840 and then in two weeks, another $840, and another $840, but then the fucking IRS takes my money from me and i will only be left with $600+ .... boooo ... thats alrite, JPA will pay me again at the end of july, and i suppose i can wait until the end of july to receive more than a grand of money ... but then, oh man i hope that i dont have to move out of this apartment and have to pay like, $600 rent on my own .. that would totally blow =(

but anyhoo ...

i need to lose weight. i think ive lost a good 5lbs or so, and i need to lose another 5 or 10lbs ... *crosses fingers*

summer time coming up, gotta look good right .. =)