to those of you who were looking for me this past weekend -- im sorry i sorta left and didnt leave notice .. i totally forgot! heheh .. mike took me to some cabin out in the middle of nowhere in wisconsin .. some friend of his has a 5 bedroom cabin with a real nice manmade pond and fishies swimming inside .. real cute .. bonfire was real nice too .. cant speak too much about the company though .. im not a big fan of ugly, fat people who talk about cars and computers 24-7 and make jokes off off something they found on the internet .. nor am i interested with the collection of girls that were present .. they were either very, "homey" coz they are married, or unbelievably "slutty/ditsy" ... lately, i have found it really hard to keep an interest in things that other people around me do .. like, i find car things boring, computer talk gibberish, game/board/poker playing stupid, random hanging out a waste of time ... i dont know what is wrong with me, but all the free time i have i seem to not care about hanging out or doing things most people consider a "hobby" .. instead, i find myself thinking about how to advance myself in life/career/studies .. its pretty sad ..
so anyways, i kinda hung out on my own and enjoyed resting my brain, after a week of torturous pain and relentless stress .. the bonfire is very very hypnotizing and it makes you think and realize horrible things about yourself and/or your life (thats how i realized that i couldnt care less about the people around me or the things they do that is sposedly fun) weather WHILE we were there was fine, but it was pouring like cows and buffaloes all day today, kinda reminds me of home and monsoon season, when i would sit in my balcony, staring out at the lightning and listening to the thunder, savoring the cooler, milder weather ...
speaking of home..
my brother starts college today! he has opted for the matriculation course, and will be going on to an architectural degree in a year.. when asked why he doesnt want to do engineering, he said "engineering degree is a sell out degree, everybodys doing it and he wants to be different!"
haha, oh good old brother .. his nonchalance and indifference to whichever college he goes to and whatever path he takes is very alarming, and unnerving! instead of him worrying about his future, i ended up having to do it for him since he obviously is too cool to worry .. glad he has paved his way fine, now all we gotta do is wait and see how he dose =)
so anyways, i kinda hung out on my own and enjoyed resting my brain, after a week of torturous pain and relentless stress .. the bonfire is very very hypnotizing and it makes you think and realize horrible things about yourself and/or your life (thats how i realized that i couldnt care less about the people around me or the things they do that is sposedly fun) weather WHILE we were there was fine, but it was pouring like cows and buffaloes all day today, kinda reminds me of home and monsoon season, when i would sit in my balcony, staring out at the lightning and listening to the thunder, savoring the cooler, milder weather ...
speaking of home..
my brother starts college today! he has opted for the matriculation course, and will be going on to an architectural degree in a year.. when asked why he doesnt want to do engineering, he said "engineering degree is a sell out degree, everybodys doing it and he wants to be different!"
haha, oh good old brother .. his nonchalance and indifference to whichever college he goes to and whatever path he takes is very alarming, and unnerving! instead of him worrying about his future, i ended up having to do it for him since he obviously is too cool to worry .. glad he has paved his way fine, now all we gotta do is wait and see how he dose =)
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