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enOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sICk of my stupid bigot-of-a-RETARD boss!!!

the most recent episode that took place today was something that has sealed his fate in my most blackest of books, one where NOTHING one can do to climb back out of the dankest and dampest of such place. he is probably the ONLY one sitting in there right now. he deserves to be there, alone, with NO personal assistants to wipe off his snotty nose and scratch off the flakes off off his fat ugly face.

yes, readers, you are right. i utterly despise my stupid boss. and this is why.

as you all know, he is a deputy CIO. this means that all he does at work all day is play things politically and yak and talk bullshit until something happens. he know JACK SHIT about technology, CLAIMS he knows somethings, but he really doesnt. that is fine, i know a lot of people who dont know how to even use the mouse of a computer, so thats not a biggie. the PROBLEM is that HE thinks that I should be EXACTLY like him, be a strategist, and not bother about learning anything technical because thats not how the world works.

there has been talk in the department that new projects are cropping up and that i am itching to dip my brainy head into the projects and help out. the lady i spoke to on the elevator up was all happy to hook me up with a project manager to help me get started with the project work. so i thought, ok, before i do this i should run it by my stupid boss to let him know that i am taking initiatives.

so i go in his office, asked him if it was ok with him if i volunteered myself to help out and he said "NO, we dont need to be finding you more activities" and at the time, i had in my hand, his head rest that was taken off from his stupid wheelchair, and was standing behind him, and i had to CONCENTRATE HARD to not WHACK the headrest on the back of his fat bulgy head.

OMFG!

and THEN....
he was like, "you know, i am a strategist and you are a do-er" .. and i said i wouldnt mind if i was a strategist too so long i know and have experience in the technical part of things, and he was like, "well, I dont have technical background, and it doesnt bother me!" ...

that is WHY, you fucking fucker, you are such a TERRIBLE waste of money for the city! you suck! your managerial skill sucks, your motivational skills suck, and you sure as heck shouldnt be in this department if you dont have a technical background!! how you gonna manage a team of technical people when you dont know jack-fucking-shit!

WHY ... would .. ANYONE NOT want to let me work HARDER? i am TAKING initiatives to find MORE work, to help them out, and i was REFUSED???!!!!???!!!@#%$%@$%@%%$@%#$!!

i mean, its NOT like i am DOING anything. i am writing up his fucking emails like his stenographer, i am adjusting his fucking dead feet because he is not "comfortable", i have to lean him slightly to the left so he can move retardedly on his retard wheelchair, i help him blow his nose, i run errands for him ....

i wasnt HIRED to be his fucking personal assistant. i was hired to be a BUSINESS ANALYST intern, and WHAT am i doing??!!@#!!!

i cannot WAIT to get out of his fucking office. at this rate, i dont even care if he doesnt hook me up with a job after i graduate. because he knows JACK SHIT people in the tech area, and he would probably get me hired on to be his PA.

can SOMEONE KILL him for me!!!