i feel fatigue and exhaustion creeping up into my system, and frankly, i couldnt tell you why even if i wanted to. its not like im doing my 'going to the gym after work everyday' routine (cant afford to pay the $74 membership fee quite yet -- sad but true) and its not like im going to bed at 4am every night, nor do i wake up at 7am in the morning for work. so i duno WHAT is making me so tired. the only thing i can think of is the fact that i havent eaten meat in a while (for lack of food surrounding me) and i havent been eating right (but of course, i havent lost weight). and therefore endeth my storieth of the saddeth maid...

*yawn*

so i turn 25 in a day ... two, whichever way you look at it and whichever way you count your days. the bottom line is -- this girly is going to turn a quarter of a century old this coming friday and this girly is not very pleased! 25! soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooO oldddddddddddddddddddd@!@@@@!!!!!!!!!!

i am not planning on doing anything this weekend because my friends wont be around to do anything.. well tias going to hawaii, and lisa has another prior commitment, ian i didnt ask because i didnt know if i wanted to do anything, jd asked if i was doing anything but obviously too late to plan - i think ill try for next weekend, then i can invite lisa over. i love her - she is my new best friend =) her and ian .. hehe

i met with the associate VP of the IS dept at depaul - he bought in on my charm and offered me an internship with them. it was quite easy - i didnt even really interview for it nor did i really think it was going to turn into a interview per say when i went over there today. but his way of describing this rotational, 'tour of the world' program has convinced me that this would be a great way for me to get my feet wet in the IT shoppe world. the guy said that i can choose three crafts (they are making a play on words and calling it 'crafts' instead of divisions) and they rotate me within the three crafts in a few months. i think this is a great way to get in on the IT places. we shall see - i think itd be cool to do it this way.

i have been granted an audience with abbott lab reps for monday both for an interview on my behalf for the article and on theirs - perhaps i will captivate their attention and offer me a job. abbott ranked first to be the best place for working mommies for the second consecutive year. i think i like. esp since i am probably going to go the family route and not the 'care for thyself' route.

*yawn*

i want to sleeeeeeeeeeppp .. ni ni