been watching the olympics, specifically the women's gymnastics today and wishing that i had their flexibilities and their bodies. but alas, wishing for it will never make it come true. better accept that i am but a very fat ugly duckling who is half-assedly loved. *shrug*
spoke to the CIO again today and he said that the position that will most likely be created for me come february would either be a project manager or a technical project manager, depending on if i wanted to become more involved in the technical aspect of things or not. i havent decided what i really want to do upon graduation yet ie. if i should start off doing low level technical stuff or just hop into the high level technical stuff. what i DO want, is to start off at $50k. i am going to try and negotiate that salary. did you know that only 7% of women negotiate their salaries, versus 67% men? that is just retarded. there is no reason why women shouldnt be negotiating their salaries like the men do. i am sick of this entire world; the reason why its going to shit is because men is ruling it like war lords.
i have been forewarned against working with the company that bob works for (bob was the guy i had lunch with two mondays ago). according to an ex-employee, that company's president lies a lot to his employees while pretending to tell the truth. from the sounds of things, the company not only have terrible management, they also deliver crappy results. so i continue searching. there is a limit to all of this and i dont know if i want to know where the limit lies.
feeling very lowly and unloved today. perhaps because ive been overexposed to highly beautiful people lately. there was an absolutely gorgeous girl on the el today that i couldnt stop watching for the life of me. i wish i had half of her face and her body. i spend all my life wishing that i looked differently and then spend the other half of my life hating myself. what a lovely healthy life i lead.
where-o-where is that pot of love-thyself?
spoke to the CIO again today and he said that the position that will most likely be created for me come february would either be a project manager or a technical project manager, depending on if i wanted to become more involved in the technical aspect of things or not. i havent decided what i really want to do upon graduation yet ie. if i should start off doing low level technical stuff or just hop into the high level technical stuff. what i DO want, is to start off at $50k. i am going to try and negotiate that salary. did you know that only 7% of women negotiate their salaries, versus 67% men? that is just retarded. there is no reason why women shouldnt be negotiating their salaries like the men do. i am sick of this entire world; the reason why its going to shit is because men is ruling it like war lords.
i have been forewarned against working with the company that bob works for (bob was the guy i had lunch with two mondays ago). according to an ex-employee, that company's president lies a lot to his employees while pretending to tell the truth. from the sounds of things, the company not only have terrible management, they also deliver crappy results. so i continue searching. there is a limit to all of this and i dont know if i want to know where the limit lies.
feeling very lowly and unloved today. perhaps because ive been overexposed to highly beautiful people lately. there was an absolutely gorgeous girl on the el today that i couldnt stop watching for the life of me. i wish i had half of her face and her body. i spend all my life wishing that i looked differently and then spend the other half of my life hating myself. what a lovely healthy life i lead.
where-o-where is that pot of love-thyself?
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