the life of a harlot-wannabe

harlot-extraordinaire, in the makings of ..

  • Name: Surrealist Idealist
  • Age: Young
  • Occupation: Masterminder of the Harlot-Wannabeism
  • Fave Hangout: My Bed
  • onLife: Trust No One
  • onRelationship: What Relationship?
  • In 5 Years: Harlot Extraordinaire
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Location: Evanston, Illinois, United States

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

i have come to a juncture where i need to decide what to do with my housing situation come next leasing year. my heavy heart is saying and telling me to sign the lease with my friend, but i dont want to leave my domain here in evanston. i love this apartment and it feels like a true home to me. i feel comfortable living in this place and i am all settled down and i really really really dont want to move! but i cant stake my chances. who knows when i might get thrown out, knowing my bf, he would up and leave whenever he wants as soon as he finds that one dream job. i dont blame him, i would too if i hated my job as much as he does, but thats still another problem for me in terms of finding housing. i dont mind the whole moving around when it is clear what the variables are. but right now, there are too many unknowns playing the major part in this equation. and i hate it.

i suppose moving into a new place could be somewhat fun. i get to buy new stuff, sorta kinda. who knows. and it would be more appropriate, especially since my family may come down again to see me graduate next year, and it wouldnt bode well if they saw my bf hanging around my side every single waking and sleeping second. and living with gay men could be fun, i suppose. its just that that housing that was offered to me has 6 rooms. i will be getting FIVE roommates. i duno how im gonna handle that, i wont be in control of the entire house. and you all know how anal i can be about clean apartments. im not dianna bad, but i dont like to see dirty underwear all over the floor, and half eaten pizza molding under the couch. nor do i like dust and dirt. i clean so much because it bothers me to feel dust under my feet. i suppose i could wear socks.

but back to the matter at hand.

what to do? the rent will be aproximately $350 ish. cable tv and internet will be shared, so i wont have to pay the entire $200 load. which would be great. hmm. then id have to get a new bed because if mike stays here i sure as heck wont want to move the bed anywhere (i will probably end up staying over here more than there anyways).

so what to doooo, what to dooo... too many variables, too many unknowns. i need to hurry up and find a job and move out already. grow up.

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