its funny how everything in your life, the pieces of puzzle that got jumbled up in the makings of you, gets put together with one particular life decision. that is why, when that one particular life decision isnt quite working one one way or the other, it makes one neurotic freak, such as myself, go berserk for fear of not knowing what might happen. what if i choose the wrong deciding piece? what if the piece doesnt really fit, no matter how hard i try to make it work in the puzzle? what if .... i might regret it? or what if the puzzle piece really doesnt want to be there, and would rather be left alone?

my aunt told me that i should always listen to my mom.