have you realized how treacherous this "blogging" fad is? here we are, trying to pour out our deepest, dankest secrets, for god knows how many millions, billions of people with nothing better to do but read about the lamest things some poor dude did today .. *sigh* what has this world come to? it's pretty pathetic how i have come to this gathering of "bloggers" (who the heck came up with the name anyways?) to tell my story and then reread it to see how lame my life has become ..

and have you realized the color-scheme on yours truly's? wanna know why i picked it? it's because I NEED A FUCKING GREEN CARD!!!! i have decided that maybe, just maybe, if i made the damned site green, it will give me hope (altho all it's doing right now is depressing me since i don't ever think i'm gonna get one of those) .. why can't they just hand the green cards over to hardworking and ever-hopeful person like me? i mean, seriously, can't they tell that i am going to make my contribution to this country as much as the next citizen sitting on the el next to me? if not more probably, considering all the shit i had to get through to bear with this forsaken place .. and why do i even bother half the time?

what the INS dept (or BIS, or watever the fuck they are called these days) need to do is recognize my hardwork, gimme a praise worthy of plaquing-or-two, and hand me over the green card (i wonder if it's really a card, and if it's really green) and say "welcome to the land of the free, now work your hard ass off!"

*hopes*